Broken heart alert with little jolted spurts. I am feeling just fine, and then "oh, no" something reminded me of you, and made me so blue. Seems I can not live with or without you and I hate it. I wish we could just honestly say what we felt, instead of guarding ourselves from eachother.
Has a broken heart. I hate when that happens. Growth comes through anguish, but okay, fine life, I'm okay if I don't have anymore personal growth, I can't take heartbreak like this. Its killing me.
no, I'm not feeling sociable, the mood thing isn't working. I'm feeling very very sad.
I know its supposed to be spring and the crocuses are blooming, the tulips are coming up and the grass is a darker shade of green. But I am still wearing my down winter coat and wool hat. But in hopeful protest I've been wearing sandals and shirt sleeve shirts. I can't wait to garden again! I'm uncertian if my monetary funds will cover more than a few dozen plants this year Guess I'll have to choose wisely. I have an abundance in books and I was reading them non-stop until schoot started again for me in april. Now I work, work, study, study, sleep, go to school, eat, work, work, study, study, study. Just so you know, anyone out there, I haven't forgotten you. Actually I think about you all the time and I day dream about free time and the fun I could be having.
Stagnant
Not Impressed
Irritated
Spidey Sense
Sociable
Spring Fever
Guess I'll have to choose wisely. I have an abundance in books and I was reading them non-stop until schoot started again for me in april. Now I work, work, study, study, sleep, go to school, eat, work, work, study, study, study. Just so you know, anyone out there, I haven't forgotten you. Actually I think about you all the time and I day dream about free time and the fun I could be having.
